One Year and 3 months Here

I've always had minor stress/panic issues. Taking minor sleeping pills and stuff once in awhile for normal stresss. Now since living here for a little over a year. Im not popping .5 xanax a day sometimes twice a day and taking hydroxine(iterax) for allergy.

Now a friend of mine is complaining with the same issue. Cant breath/tightness in chest. It's weird. Im taking my first vacation in 4 yrs to hong kong and going through all the meds I need to take. It's fucking rdculous. Must be 10 differnt things for a 26yr old. Feel like im 100 yrs old.

Not sure if its just from being lazy and doing nothing. Or just total stressed out and burned out. So i will take the vacation and come back and see how things are.